FIREWORKS WITH FRIENDS!

So I met up with some friends last Thursday (yay I decided to have a social life for once), and as a last minute decision, we decided to go to see some fireworks being as it was going to be Bonfire Night on the Saturday. Despite the fact that it had been raining and that I was freezing (I couldn't feel my feet...fabulous), I still managed to have a good night even though my anxiety was trying to take over.

I WENT OUT AND SOCIALISED WITH FRIENDS FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 2 MONTHS!

On Saturday (22nd October 2016), I managed to leave the house and meet up with friends at our local Spoons (also known as Wetherspoons). Now you are probably thinking "Why is she making a big deal out of this?"...which is completely understandable as it probably seems a bit weird that I'm celebrating the fact I left the house to see friends...but it is a big deal to me.

WORLD MENTAL HEALTH DAY!

So today (10th October) is world mental health day. If you've read some of my other posts then you will know that I have been open with the fact that I have anxiety.

Let's try and ignore the fact that I am such a fail for not posting on my blog for a few months...oops. I would love to say that the reason I haven't blogged in a while is because I live such a busy, social and happy life that I just don't have time to blog...but that's not the case at all. My mental health hasn't been in a great place recently and because of this, I've just really found it difficult to motivate myself to do anything.

WEDDING OUTFIT AND MAKEUP!

I get to say that in the space of 2 years, I have seen my parents and my grandparents get married. I am so lucky that I have been able to witness both weddings. It was a small wedding with just family and we went for an Indian after...it was a lovely day :)

So I thought I would do just a small post on my outfit for the wedding and my makeup.

EVERYDAY MAKEUP!

Before I start this, I just want to say that I am not a makeup artist. I'm still learning how to apply makeup properly (especially eye makeup) so please don't judge me at how awful I am ;)

I also want to say that I've decided to do something a little bit different today. Instead of just writing down step by step of my makeup routine, I decided to film it as well in case there were people who would rather watch instead of read :) This isn't me becoming a youtuber, this is just for the purpose of the blog and to make things a little easier. I may do more things like this in the future if any of you actually like it so please feel free to let me know :)

Okay...onto the post (finally).

So I have decided to do a post about my everyday makeup routine. I pretty much wear makeup everyday even if I'm not really leaving the house. It's something I enjoy doing and let's be honest, it improves the way I look a little bit ;)

WALKING WALKING WALKING!

I know it's hard to believe but we actually had nice weather in England the other week (I know, I am just as shocked as you are). 

When the weather gets warmer, I tend to feel more motivated. Especially when it comes to leaving the house. Unfortunately, I haven't been feeling the best for the past month so I've had no motivation for anything which has sucked. I actually planned to write this post a couple of weeks ago but I haven't been in the right mind set for it because of my anxiety and other crap. 

SATURDAY 14TH MAY 2016 - THE DAY ASHTON IRWIN MESSED WITH MY EMOTIONS...AGAIN!

Eurovision was on the other (literally the most important night of all of our lives). Unfortunately, the UK didn't win (not really a surprise) but that doesn't matter because...something better happened.

So there I am, just chilling on my own in the house, sitting in the living room watching Eurovision with a bottle of Kopparberg. I realised that it was actually a month since I went to see 5SOS (take me back) and I actually laughed at the fact a month ago I was at a 5SOS concert and there I am sat watching Eurovision. So I decided to tweet 'A month ago, I was at a 5SOS concert...today I am watching Eurovision...both the same thing really...'

I know I know...I am funny af.

About 5 minutes later, I was on twitter looking at everyone's reaction to Eurovision. The next thing I know, a notification popped up at the bottom saying '@Ashton5SOS retweeted: *my tweet*'

I clicked on it (while I was shaking) and I was like 'bloody hell Ashton don't do this to me again'

*Basically, back in October, Ashton followed and retweeted me and I've only just about recovered from that*

I then noticed that he liked my tweet as well as I screenshotted it.

There's me full on shaking, struggling to breathe and trying not to cry, like I did last time, as my notifications went mental. After that, I struggled to concentrate on watching Eurovision (I wasn't even paying attention to the UK entry...soz Joe and Jake).

So that day, I realised that Ashton can infact see my tweets on his timeline (unless he was looking at the 5SOS indirects)...either way, he can see my tweets and that's quite terrifying. But I hope he found that tweet hilarious because #bants

But yeah...that happened and I'm still not over it...

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